”The total number of minds in the universe is one. In fact, consciousness is singularity phasing within all beings.” Erwin Schrödinger
”Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see.” Carl Jung
Shadow work: process of exploring your inner darkness or shadow self. It uncovers every part of your essence that has been disowned, repressed & rejected. Craft yourself to enlightenment.
Hatu: Trigger word for thoughtlessness
“Any person capable of angering you becomes your master.” Epictetus
Non Source Players: empty matrix holograms developed to fill and infiltrate the construct of the Earth. Even though their bodies look, feel and sound real, they’re just extremely highly programmed AI so they appear indistinguishable from other beings. Outnumbering regular source players 5000:1
”My brain is only a receiver, in the universe there is a core from which we obtain knowledge, strength & inspiration. I have not penetrated into the secrets of this core, but I know it exists.” Nikola Tesla
“successful deceit is the truest proof of elegance”
“the highest form of human intelligence is to observe yourself without judgement.” Krishnamurti
“there is a voice that doesn’t use words, listen” Rumi
calculate time for efficiency
“to change, you must face the dragon of your appetites with another dragon: the life energy of your soul.” Rumi
Solutions not excuses
Recycled emotions bleed into thoughts
“Ego is the illusion of a fake self. When you don’t identify yourself with such egos your life won’t be weighed down by it.”
”Love is a recognition of oneness in a world of duality” Alan Watts
”Your perception of the world is a reflection of your state of consciousness. Every moment, your consciousness creates the world you inhabit.” Eckhart Tolle
The Snow fell Red
[2/20/19 - 02;47 journal entry]
[enter Shif dream]
The snow fell red & once it hit the ground it passed through. Flurries kept swirling but the ground it wasn’t covered. As though my eyes were playing tricks on me. I walked outside took a step out of my door and my feet were wet, I turned my foot over and it was blood red. I proceeded forward and the last step I took was into a deep puddle. Expecting to be wet. I woke up in the jungle. The night sky was green and animals were glaring at me thru the cover of darkness. I couldn’t see all of their eyes, i felt their presence. A black spotted leopard approached and motioned me to follow, I did. We walked out of the jungle into a blizzard, instead of snow it was smut covering the ground. The pair walked over the edge the vastness of the cosmos littered the crevices. It starred at a star for too long and was overcome, placed in a trace. The rare leopards speech broke my hypnosis. “You may feel alone misguided and targeted by opposing entities around you. Always remember, the extremes others go in order to suppress your greatness is irrefutable proof of the existence of your power and it outlines the fear & envy of others, beware your energy is sacred.” The leopard circled me 3 times then vanished. I woke up on a beach with black sand, the sky is blue, in the distance the sound of thunder rages on as a war cry is heard. My aura calm, ready for danger upcoming.
Dragon Rising
My current transition seeks realizations.
I feel anger but I need not to react to it
I sense danger & yield past it
I move fast & swerve into madness
It feels as if I’m climbing, ascending
Vividly clear, the space in my mind
Polluted was thoughts and emotions of myself and others
As I soar higher the air thickens like the plot.
My thoughts disrupted like bad cell service.
Hello, can you hear me now I repeat to myself
Glimpses or deja vu having me feeling like Bardock
Then piece by piece it come together like a Tarantino film
Teetering on a line I feel, balanced, so unbalanced
I move accordingly, the abyss is below, so I fear no
Only one place to go so I dive deep
Knowing the answers I seek lie beneath
My hollow interior makes me feel inferior about my exterior
Conclusions drawn daily clashing with traditions learned
Always adapt, adjust, attempt to search the crevices of your being
Conclusions mark beginnings not the end
As I climb I notice the climb is steeper, the ka-boom
Thunder claps & Lightning flashes
19:00
Train off the track?
Foggy? Cloudy Skies?
Bad connection?
Can you hear me now head ass ..
My inner me screaming in the control room.
Drowning, off the deep end.
Blooming in pitch black, silence.
A tree just fell in a jungle, did you hear it?
I just screamed real hard & nothing came out, suffocated.
The train derailed, Keanu.
Speeding thru the yellow, all i’m seeing is red.
Manifest royalty is what I bleed, divine.
K.Wykee 1/1/2019
Msg. to DMAXX12
I still remember freshman year,
Busza had us running them Friday 12 mins before film of yesterdays game.
7 Laps in under 12 mins. A military form of training we endured as youngins.
I paced myself behind you trying to be sneaky. You lapped me.
I let you finish before me & then I came in for a landing.
I went over to get a drink of water thinking the coast was clear.
You casually walked up to me & whispered into my ear, to not embarrass me…
“You still have one more to go”
I did 6 laps & I needed to complete the 7th.
I took off immediately finishing my last lap.
You were watching me the whole time.
You finished first & you still had the state of mind to police us.
I idolized you, we went to war together, we endured Radnor together.
Football without you sophomore & junior year was so trash bro.
I began to dislike the sport I loved with all my soul.
Then Senior Year came around & there you were.
That shit warmed my spirit.
Then we had camp and you clipped my ankle at practice & I played the whole year 75%
Hurting our teams performance & not assuming the leadership spot. Deferring to King & Staples.
We beat LM & Nothing Else Mattered.
Football finished & again we spit up.
Graduation came & we took the Football Pic & You weren’t there.
I didn’t call it out but something felt off.
Then I got the news…… idk from maybe the FB Group.
All the seniors & players that were touched by you, showed up at the weight room in your honor.
We gravitated there. We didn’t plan on meeting there. We just were.
Then Melvin told me..
You always battled mental illness. He told me you weren’t always right. That things were not always okay.
But by this point it was too late.
I wanted to take out my frustration on him.
Why had no one told me all this time? Me & you played football together since i’ont know 8th grade.
How did I not see the signs?
Oh the power of your Smile.
You had me fooled into believing everything was okay Dan.
Why didn’t you come talk to me bro?
All the suicides & death we seen at that school & yours still shakes me till this very day.
Im so scared I still haven’t been able to find the strength to look your Mother in her eyes & apologize.
Because I feel responsible. Even more than I should because we were so close yet so distant.
She is staying strong, She is a powerful Woman, an Omega.
Bro, I’m sorry.
Deeply because all I can think about is the pain you must have been feeling.
Taking that long drive by yourself preparing for death on your lonesome.
Why did you think you couldn’t come to me?
I was always at the black table or whatever but none of that ever mattered.
I thought because we played football that we were bigger than high school politics.
I still see your smile when I think of you.
I refer to it when I’m down & having a bad day.
You taught me a valuable lesson about cutting corners.
& how you cannot in order to get to the places we need to be in life.
I Love You Brother. I Wish Your Spirit Safe Passing. You are Missed Everyday.
You May Be Gone but You Live In the Hearts & Minds of Every Person You’ve Touched.
please forgive me.
Via Shif.
Message Sent 4/3/2019 [15:45]