Sunday 6/3/2018 10:25
My creativity set up like me. Unorthodox, far from normal defined by our culture. Crazy in fact the way i’m engineered. I gain creative energy when the moon illuminates overhead. I’m a nightcrawler, a sane one not Jake Gyllenhaal. Society calls us “insomniacs”. We’re creatures from a different time. Our motor does not rise with the chickens & Mr.Reif’s trumpet, it doesn’t set with the sun. Our energy is infinite so to speak. My creativity has always been more powerful during the night. Not much supervision growing up so I roamed the nightlands alone. Surfing the web on dial up in Norma’s living room. Youtube, RPG games, & Dragonball.blogspot.com on the web. Makes me sound old but i remember dial up. You needed two phone lines to work it. So my room upstairs had the 2nd house phone.
My creativity is hard wired. It comes like waves rushing ashore, starts shooting across the sky, etc. etc. By regular social norms i’m far from it. & that’s what makes me Shif. I’ve always took pride in being different, I never wanted to be a follower. But I was always kinda hesitant to speak my mind. So I expressed myself thru the Zebra [pen]. Writing helped me, it guided me when I was younger. I feel asthough with all the years of training & many more to come i’ll be able to dig from my well & pull up all types of refreshing memories along with construction of new ones.
My creativity is my essence, it’s my mystery, the foundation of my soul.
6/5/2018 translated via Journal Entry K. Wykee 13:00 Tuesday